It didn't occur to me

I have not been doing a whole lot of research about Isaac's condition in fear that it will bring more stress than what we are already going through.

Since I have been home for the past few days, I have a little more time to myself that I need. (No baby to run after... Christmas gifts and family visiting kept my other 3 pretty busy...) So, there I sat - reading and reading and reading.

I realized the rarity of this cancer. Out of the 60 million children living in the United States today, it only affects 500 children per calender year. The odds of my child being 1 of those 500... Perhaps I should go buy a lottery ticket tonight?